Getting ready for a new chapter of my life!!!

I have been doing some planning about things that are happening in my life....
And these couple of days made me think about what I do for a living... and something just seems like is not enough!!!
So I figured, I graduated college to do design, and I don't really work with what I learned in college... so why not try it???
at least my parents will support me... more than with what I do now!!!
I ask someone to leave my home, things weren't working it out like they should... and today I found out that this person is moving soon!!!
Now, I can have my place the way I wanted to... and what if my Boo get a job here!!! He will be living with me!!! YeY!!!
And then I will be in another phase of my life!!! and I think I'm getting ready for it!!!
Never been so sure with what to do with my life, than now!!!

"Do you know that everytime your near everybody else seems far away...
So can you come and make them disappear, make them disappear and we can stay... " - Dissapear - Hoobastank

Past Week!!!

This past week I have been so caught up on work, that I didn't have time to write....
Actually it wasn't even time.... It was head to write things... like I want to....
Work been making my mind wonder about everything but nothing at all!!!
So the only things that might translate what I was feeling were songs that I heard on the radio... and post here....
Also made my fotolog be back on shape... I guess!!! :D
Enough for now... who knows later on!!!

MY BOO

by Usher Feat Alicia Keys

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

It's like remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew
You were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo


I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

by Green Day

I heard this song today... and it made me see myself in it!!!

"I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..
I walk alone and I walk a-

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone"

Fabrica de Pensamentos

Today I'm going to post some sayings that I got from the link above, it's in portuguese!!!
Some of them is for myself, some for my Boo, some for us and some for everyone!!!!


"A verdadeira moda é aquela que um dia deixa de ser modismo e vira um clássico."
Gabrielle Coco Chanel

"Eu me visto para as mulheres e me dispo para os homens."
Angie Dickinson

"Sou mais viciada em Sampa do que qualquer outra coisa. Aqui não tem mar, aqui é o mar."
Marisa Orth

"O Rio e eu somos como marido e mulher: brigamos muito, mas não permito que ninguém fale mal da terra que adotei."
Mirtia Gallotti -----> This is for my BOO!!!! :D

"O beijo é um truque delicioso arquitetado pela natureza para interromper a fala quando as palavras se tornam supérfluas."
Ingrid Bergman

"A distância pode separar dois olhares, mas nunca dois corações."
Anônimo ------> Boo this one is for Us!!! :D

"A ausência diminui as paixões pequenas e aumenta as grandes, como o vento apaga as velas e atiça as fogueiras."
Duque de La Rochefoucauld (François Poitou)

"Muitas coisas do cotidiano estragam a relação. Morando separado, aprendi que sentir saudade é bom."
Scarlet Moon de Chevalier

"Não se ama ... se não se quer amar."
Jean Racine

"Quanto mais você racionaliza, menos você cria."
Raymond Thorton Chandler

"A razão impõe soluções conhecidas. O impulso livre revela opções inéditas."
Jonas Neto

Skype Me!!! :D

I use this software to talk to my Boo!!!!
Even though, we both have msn, we like to talk on Skype!!! It made our phone bills drop like a h**l!!!!
You should try this!!! :D

Sou Eu Assim Sem Você

by Adriana Calcanhoto

Avião sem asa
Fogueira sem brasa
Sou eu assim sem você
Futebol sem bola
Piu Piu sem frajola
Sou eu assim sem você
Por que é que tem que ser assim
Se o meu desejo não tem fim
Eu te quero a todo instante nem mil alto-falantes vão poder
Falar por mim
Amor sem beijinho
Bochecha sem Claudinho
Sou eu assim sem você
Circo sem palhaço
Namoro sem amasso
Sou eu assim sem você
Tou louca pra te ver chegar
Tou louca pra te ter nas mãos
Deitar no teu abraço
Retomar o pedaço que falta no meu coração
Eu não existo longe de você
E a solidão é o meu pior castigo
Eu conto as horas pra poder te ver
Mas o relógio ta de mal comigo
Porquê? Porquê?
Neném sem chupeta
Romeu sem Julieta
Sou eu assim sem você
Carro sem a estrada
Queijo sem goiabada
Sou eu assim sem você
Por que é que tem que ser assim
Se o meu desejo não tem fim
Eu te quero a todo instante nem mil alto-falantes vão poder
Falar por mim
Eu não existo longe de você
E a solidão é o meu pior castigo
Eu conto as horas pra poder te ver
Mas o relógio ta de mal comigo
Eu não existo longe de você
E a solidão é o meu pior castigo
Eu conto as horas pra poder te ver
Mas o relógio tá de mal comigo.

Hoodoo Gurus - 1000 Miles Away

"Estimated time of arrival 9.30 a.m.
Been up before the sun and now I'm tired before I even begin.
(Now you're flying) I got so much work in front of me,
(Really flying) it stretches out far as the eye can see.
I can see.

Spend half my life in airports doing crosswords and attempting
to sleep,
And when the bar is open then you'll often find me warming a
seat.
(Now you're flying) I never find a place where I can stay
(Really flying) I'd rather be a thousand miles away.
Thousand miles away.

Working for yourself sometimes ain't all that it's cracked up to
be.
It can be as lonely at the top as at the bottom of that
corporate tree
(Now you're flying) I'm told I'm going places - who can say ?
(Really flying) I might arrive but I'll be gone the very next
day.
I must be on my way
A thousand miles away.

Promised to myself someday I'd take the time and try to make
sense
Out of all those opportunities I've lost from trying to sit on
the fence
(Now you're flying) But right now I've got no time for
yesterday
(Really flying) Yesterday's a thousand miles away.
A thousand miles away.

What was that that you were trying to say ?
I guess I was a thousand miles away.
Sing it again."

Acessorize Underwear!

A friend of mine, he works on a press assessorship and he takes care of the Acessorize account...
He gave me this underwear as a gift!
I still haven't got the guts to wear them.... but who knows?? If my Boo think that it looks nice.... I could wear for him!!! ;P

Your Eyes!!!

Today I wanted you to look at me like you did when you shot this pic!!!!
Honey Bun!!!1 I miss you so much!!!
:*********



Shot taken while we were going to Saquarema, for New Year's Eve!!!
It was such a fun trip!!!
:D

Shopping spree!!! :P

Today I was looking for a dryer machine.... yeah, I'm kinda buying things for home.... cuz if I do get married someday, I'll already have the essencial things... such as the washing machine, a tv, dvd, bed, refrigerator... and so on and on!!!
Well I actually did buy my dryer, it's going to be deliver on tuesday!! Yey!!! :D

And while I was at the mall I bought new sheets for my bed, and a brand new cover!!!
I bought them at ZELO

Sunny - Bobby Hebb

"Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My Sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the sunshine bouquet.
Sunny, thank you for the love you brought my way.
You gave to me your all and all.
Now I feel ten feet tall.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the truth you let me see.
Sunny, thank you for the facts from A to C.
My life was torn like a wind-blown sand,
And the rock was formed when you held my hand.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the smile upon your face.
Sunny, thank you for the gleam that shows its grace.
You're my spark of nature's fire,
You're my sweet complete desire.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain..."

Selena - Missing My Baby

Today I was driving and heard this song.... It reminded me of you!!! :)


"Sometimes at night when i go to sleep I
Hold my pillow tight, thinking of
You 'til it hurts- But in my mind I know you're
and Somewhere youre Thinking of me to

I miss you, Thinking of you- you're always on my
mind

You're always on my mind, Day and Night
When I think of you, everthing feels so right
Well, I often think of the happy times we spent
together and I just can't wait to tell you
that "i love you"

Time keeps passing by (you're not here) I feel so all
Alone
When I don't have you near, But i often think of
the happy times we spent together and I just can't
wait
To tell you that " I love you"

I'm missing my baby, Missing my baby
I wanna hold you tight and never let you out of
my sight.
Missing my baby, Missing my baby
I gotta feel your heart beat next to mine
gotta feel it (feel it)

Thinking of you is all I do, It's the very best thing
To be with you and my baby-Hey

Gotta have you (have you) Gotta hold you (Hold you)
Got to have your lovin' ( I gotta have you)

And tell you that " I love you"
And i really miss you
(I miss you)

I miss you, thinking of you
You' re always on mind.."

Somewhere over the Rainbow!!!

Somewhere along the way, I saw the light
Somewhere along the way, It'll be all right
Somewhere along the way, I found hope
Somewhere along the way, I now I'll be okay
Somewhere over the Rainbow... the skies are blue,
and there will be happiness too

Thanks sunshine!!!!

New Pillow Case!!! :D

My Boo left he's t-shirt the last time he came to see me! And I found a way to make me feel close to him!!!
I used he's t-shirt as a pillow case, and now I go to bed and hug my pillow, that now has his smell on it, and sleep thinking that the pillow is my Boo close to me!!! A new way to make it easier to go through everyday... till he's back!!! :D



Happy Valentine's Day again!!!! ^^

Valentine's Day - 1:43 - Nice timing!!!!

Today I'm putting some quotes I found around the web...
I can't post what I made for Valentine's Day.... cuz My Boo can't see it before I send it to him!!! :D
So here it goes:

"Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye" - H Jackson Brown Jr.



"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" - Annonymous

"Among my favorite memories, are times we spend together.
The sweetness of those pleasant times, I keep with me forever.
I take them out and remember when you are out of sight,
Our laughing voices fill the air, and fade into the night" - Gay Talbott Boassy

Lost

Missing... and getting lost in these feeling...


Chantal Kreviazuk - Feels Like Home

Something in your eyes, Makes me want to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself, In your arms
There's something in your voice, Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, The rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've felt so low
If you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

Feels like home to me, Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
Feels like home to me, Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks down a long dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see through the dark there is light
If you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
If you knew how happy you are making me
I've never thought I'd love anyone so much

Feels like home to me, Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
Feels like home to me, Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

What the Year of the Rooster holds for:

Me = Snake:

Suave and sophisticated, you'll slip confidently into the year of the Rooster, knowing that good things lie ahead. In fact, after the occasional setback at the beginning, this soon starts shaping up as an extremely satisfying time in almost every respect -- with the possible exception of money. In the workplace, past efforts and experience are recognized, and you could even be lured away to pastures new -- just be patient and you'll get your reward, especially if you're
willing to broaden your skills, expertise and knowledge.

As this is also a time of unexpected and costly outlays, avoid risky ventures and keep a careful eye on spending. In your personal life, devote time to your interests and enjoy your lively and harmonious domestic circumstances to the full. Although your social life may suffer, even involving a little animosity, the Rooster smiles on romance, and this could be an especially happy time if you're starting out in love.

My Boo = Horse:

Although the Rooster brings some irritations for the engaging but headstrong Horse, this is largely a time for progress. Sure, there'll be some niggles in the workplace, but with steady progress and constant self-improvement, you'll not only deal with these but also find yourself well on the road to advancement. Effort is the watchword: without it you'll get nowhere. It's just as well you're good with money, as this is not an easy year financially. Planning and saving are both needed to cover costly but necessary outlays, perhaps involving travel.

However, it's a positive year for your personal life. Indulge your hobbies and leisure interests to the full, as they prove especially satisfying. Family life is also full, supportive and happy just so long as you heed advice from friends and loved ones. Socially you'll flourish -- and there's even romance in the air.

Saudades!!!

Missing my Boo!!! Saudades de te ter aqui!!!
Wanting to kiss you all day long!!!
;***

img by imagebank

Unsure feelings or something else???

Don't know what's happening right now...

Feeling weird things... scared about unknown events...

My heart is pounding with anxiety!

And of what is what I'm trying to figure it out!

Did he fall for someone?

Did he see in someone else, what he was looking for but couldn't find it in me?

Maybe is noone of the above...

It's just mixed feelings... for I can't have him near me!

And when he's around I don't know how to show what he means to me!

I have to connect to my feelings.... So I can be the girl I want to be!!!

Getting sad with antecipation... crying for antecipation...

Too dumb for doing this!!!

I just have to not care for my feelings when I'm in my "dias vermelhos"...

"Dias Vermelhos" akbam comigo...

Blogging

I was trying to post everyday, since now I can...

But Lately I have been looking and....

I have nothing really to say or to post...

Trying not to talk about my life....

Trying just to write about things I find interesting...

But I realize I can't not talk about me...

It's the only thing I can write about...

And the so boring me...

Can't find a way to write about something else...

other than me...

How self centered person I became!! ¬¬

Urgh!!!

Gotta find a way to go back and talk about everything but me!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Gong Shi Fa Tsai!







Today we celebrate the Chinese New Year!!!



img by www.cs.fiu.edu

From Someone elses post.

"i miss you.



oh where are you? how i miss you. how i wish you were here. how i miss you every morning and ever night that you are no longer with me. I want to wrap you up and give you hugs and kisses and see your old sweet face. I want to come home and hear you yell at me for not paying enough attention to you. I want to hold you one more time. I want to smell you on my pillows. I want to pet you when I go to sleep. I want to care for something as much as I did for you. I want somthing to care for me as much as you did for me.



Oh what I would do for one more little precious hug. You were such a good little soul. I thank the heavens above that I was blessed with your little warm heart for so long."



When I read this.... I remember how I felt when I saw the bus leaving, just an hour ago..... taking you back to ur hometown.... Amonge.... I miss you already!!!! :***

Mah Boo & I ^^

My baby is coming for the holidays!!!

So thrill!!!

We are going to do lots of kissing, petting, huging and hanging around... and not letting go for these couple of days!!!

So many days with no posts....

I gotta enjoy my baby staying home for the Carnaval days off!!!

Dalai Lama Words - Port.

"Se tivéssemos de escolher entre conhecimento e virtude, a última seria sem dúvida a melhor escolha, pois é mais valiosa. O bom coração que é fruto da virtude é por si só um grande benefício para a humanidade. O mero conhecimento, não." - Dalai Lama

Panthers

My Mom made this panthers, like the Pink Panther, but she also made in black! :D

She's asked me to sell them for her!!!

So I have put on a sort of Ebay called Mercado Livre

Taiko Show

Mah Boo!!!

First time I went to Rio de Janeiro, my boo was going to have a Taiko Show!!!
Here is one of the many shots I did of him!!! ^^
So proud of it!!! :D