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... Sometimes.... All the time....

Today I read something that made me wonder...

Sometimes a stranger can touch the heart of someone you really care about...

And if you try... It wouldn't have the same effect to him... if it was you...

Do we live in fantasy? Hoping that you can touch someone's heart...

Do we live in despair? Hoping that you can make a difference to the ones that did touch yours...

Do we live in denial? Just because you can't be what you should be... what you wanted to be...

You can only hope... that you can mean as much to someone... as he meant to you...

You can only try... to touch his heart.... like a stranger did someday, somehow... somewhere...

You can only have the sometimes.... and hope for it All the time...

Dress Up Party!

Today Vogue is going to have a Dress Up Party!

And a lot of people that I know bought some fantasies.... to go there!

I just rented a wig. A japanese gueisha Wig.

I wanted to go as O Ren Ishii!

But unfortunally couldn't find a white kimono to wear.

so I'm going as a chinese something!!!

I was going to post a pic of the wig.... but... gotta save the batts of my dig cam!

:)

Stuffed Felt Animals

My new life time project.

Make stuffed felt animal!!!
This one I did long time ago, but turned out cute!
My long time hobby is going to be my way to gain $$$.
Gotta find ways to make money, and still do what I love to do!!!

I Corinthians 13:4-8

" Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self seeking.

It is not easily angered. it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails"

Business Card

I try making a few nem business card for myself today!

And I found out that I don't really know how to use Microsoft WORD!

Years using mac programs.... and having someone else doing my business cards.... that now.... can't really do a single business card.... so I can give to some people that asked for my # on SPFW...

Oh well.... gotta try again later or tomorrow!!!

Beaches of Rio de Janeiro!!!

I'm working so much on the SPFW that I want to go to Rio de Janeiro... and lay on the beach, so I can get a Sun Tan!!! Besides I can see my babe boo!!!
Rio is the only place were you can go to the beach at nite. They have lightining on the sand, just like the picture!!!

Today was a boring day on SPFW, the only real thing I did like was couple of looks from Erika Ikezili first big show in Brazil. The other shows were nice, but not shocking!

I need a vacation from these runway shows!!!! But can't deny that I do miss it!!!!

Melissa!!!

It's a Must Have!!!!

They launched a new colection of Melissa sandals and shoes, they are all made of plastic.

I just have to get 3 pairs.

1º - the Campana New Melissa, it's a tenis shoe like Vans, but they have these design like the Campana brothers always do.

2º - It's a shoe that reminded me of a Japanese shoe I saw many years ago. It just look so cute, with that hole on top.

3º - It's the new Alexandre Herchcovitch Melissa High Boots!!! Just have to have!!!! It looks like the Melissa High, but it's a boot and you can wear it when is raining, cuz is plastic, and you going to be wearing heels also. So You can be elegant and dry!



I saw something about his Melissa High in Style.com it says that is a must have. And I'm glad I already have it!!! :)

Now I must have the High Boots!!! But I already took care of it!! :)

Erika Palomino

It's a site about the brazillian fashion scene but they have news about the fashion scene in other places.

I don't really like it but... they have some good things to look at....

I just think they are too parcial, they only say good things about the people they like.

Instead of talking about fashion at all.

Oh well, maybe that's just how the market in some places need to be, or people that think they are all that think they should act.

I'm happy by being only me! And doing my thing, and gettin my job done.

So you want to say bad things about me? Go ahead, where goes around, comes around! ;P

Sao Paulo Fashion Week

Today was the first day of the Sao Paulo Fashion Week!

It's like Saks on 5th Ave., but with brazillian designers....

It was kinda crazy, since Gisele Bundchen was there.



She was going to be on this press conference @ 6pm but you know models.... never on time!

And later on she was going to be @ Triton's runway show.

And she was, these girl is beautiful!!!!

She's been a model for 10 years now, and Vogue Brazil did a special edition for January with her!

And I'm glad that I had a lil' part on that!

Too bad my name was spelled wrong 3 times!!!



Someone said that I should only use my first name as my signature....

Maybe I might try it!!!

Naked Lady Party

I wanted to try to do a NLP but lately been so busy with things at work...

That I don't even now if I do now at least 5 girls that I could do this kind of parties!!!

Sometimes I think I have so many things that other people might like it!

But there are times that I think that I might not...



Gotta make room for new things!

So gotta get ride of the old.



I can't even think too much lately!

I'm just having these lack of thoughts, blanks in my mind!

Feeling like not absorving anything new, or interesting to share

Sugar Loaf, Rio de Janeiro

I shot this pic in this Mall in Botafogo!
They have a Nice view of the Sugar Loaf.

My special someone took me ther to watch a movie, but we ended up watching these view for so long that we missed the movie!

Rio de Janeiro is such a beautiful city!!!

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Receita de ano novo - Drummond

Para você ganhar belíssimo Ano Novo

cor do arco-íris, ou da cor da sua paz,

Ano Novo sem comparação com todo o tempo já vivido

(mal vivido talvez ou sem sentido)

para você ganhar um ano

não apenas pintado de novo, remendado às carreiras,

mas novo nas sementinhas do vir-a-ser;

novo

até no coração das coisas menos percebidas

(a começar pelo seu interior)

novo, espontâneo, que de tão perfeito nem se nota,

mas com ele se come, se passeia,

se ama, se compreende, se trabalha,

você não precisa beber champanha ou qualquer outra birita,

não precisa expedir nem receber mensagens

(planta recebe mensagens?

passa telegramas?)

 

Não precisa

fazer lista de boas intenções

para arquivá-las na gaveta.

Não precisa chorar arrependido

pelas besteiras consumidas

nem parvamente acreditar

que por decreto de esperança

a partir de janeiro as coisas mudem

e seja tudo claridade, recompensa,

justiça entre os homens e as nações,

liberdade com cheiro e gosto de pão matinal,

direitos respeitados, começando

pelo direito augusto de viver.



Para ganhar um Ano Novo

que mereça este nome,

você, meu caro, tem de merecê-lo,

tem de fazê-lo novo, eu sei que não é fácil,

mas tente, experimente, consciente.

É dentro de você que o Ano Novo

cochila e espera desde sempre.

Rasterbator? Rasterbator Poster!

I was going through Crafster's Blog

and I saw a link to this rasterbator thing...

Making the story short, I found myself a way to save $$$ and make those big pictures that I always wanted.

Like those huge posters with nice pics, but never with the ones I wanted.

So today I made two of those huge posters, on my printer.

Sure it seems like it takes a lot of ink and paper... but to have it right away @ home is great!!!

I did one of my parents, is a smaller poster, and one of me & my special one! ;)

Anyways I'm happy with how it turn out.

And finally gonna put that big poster on my living room!!!

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I did it with a picture of my babe using his kenjutsu bogo. it turn out good!!!
Now just gonna figure it out were I'm going to put it at.
I put some books on top of it, cuz the paper was getting curly...

Gonna be gone for couple days.... see my babe
And work work work!!!
2 things I love doing!

Talking all day!!!

I was thinking......

Today I spent almost 9hrs talking to my babe over the internet!

And it was a long distance call.... Thank God!!! I didn't use my home phone, or my cell phone!!!

Or else I would be broke by now!!!

It's a nice program if you have DSL/Cable/T1 conection....

And it saves a lot of money too!!!

So glad I got this now.... cuz talking on the phone was one of my main probs with him!!!!

Cell phone calls to long distance = big rates = big fights !!!

Skype = nothing = :)

Weird Sunday

Weird day, with weird dreams, weird thoughts, weird feelings....

Weird come backs on the long gone past....

And a weird desire to be somewhere else, be someone else....

Coming back to myself....

The only weird thing about today is....

Wanting to be more close to you..... or just being on you!!!

But there is nothing weird about that....

Since we spent more of our days apart....

A Sea away from each other....

But actually

So close.... but far!!!!

Sea & DoLL

Morcheeba - Undress Me Now


Using your mind
Imagine our skin
Joined at the hip
Joined from within
By using your eyes
You're freezing my frame
Watching our clothes burst into flames

(Undress me now, you know how)
Using your eyes now
(Undress me now, you know how)

Using your mind
Using your mind

So give me a light
Or give me a drink
Just give me a reason
To feel what I think

(Undress me now, you know how)
Using your eyes now
(Undress me now, you know how)
Using your mind

(Undress me now, you know how)
Using your eyes now
(Undress me now, you know how)
Using your mind
Losing my mind

(Undress me now, you know how)
Using your eyes now
(Undress me now, you know how)
You know how, you know how
You know how, you know how

"U Should've Know Betta - Monica

I didn’t ask to go with you to Mexico

I really didn’t need the shopping spree

In L.A. or Melrose, boy if you didn’t know it

Well, now you know, I didn’t need the furs or the jewelries

Because material things it don’t mean much to me

And ever since you been gone

I have been holding us down on my own



I never ever cheated

I never ever lied

So u can stop asking, asking me why

Why I never left you, and why I kept it real

And why im still with you



You should’ve known better than to think I would leave

You should’ve known better than to doubt me

It don’t matter if you are up

matter if you are down

Either way im gonna be around

You should’ve known that I would stay by your side

You should’ve known your girl was gonna ride or die

And it just don’t matter if ya rich or poor

Out or in doing 5 to10

You should’ve known better



What makes you think that I would forget about you

Think about it who comes to see ya

Every Saturday and Monday I was on that receiver

It’s me your girl your life your world

My family and friends they just don’t understand

They say I should leave you lone

But I say that they should just leave us lone

Don’t u get it

Looking Up

looking up

Looking up at the inconsistent sky!!!!!!
Looking up to find the answers to my questions!!!
Looking up, always looking up.....
Cuz I live in my own world of fairy tales!!!!
But I'm too scare to face the real world..... the one that is right here and in no need of looking up.....
I just have to look around!

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In Your Room - Depeche Mode

In your room

"In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here
Your favorite innocence
Your favorite prize
Your favorite smile
Your favorite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here."

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DoLL's MoM's drawing

Tattoo

©2003 chinadoll
This work is subject to this license.

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New Year's Resolution for 2005

01 - Blog everyday

02 - Fotolog everyday

03 - Get more crafty

04 - Quit Smoking

05 - Making my relationship go up to the next level

06 - Be the boss of me

07 - Pay my bills

08 - Be happy

09 - Be more nice to people

10 - Save up money to buy my apartment