Sometimes things happens in our lives and we think that they came to make us happy
Sometimes we try to see things that we normally wouldn't pay attention to...
until... just until something happens...
and then we start to see in another view through other eyes... and we find out that maybe, just maybe things are not what they seem...
And where our happiness used to be is not and just will never be.
Unfortunally, nothing really is what it seems

A Casa No Mar

"Era uma vez um corredor de amores,
e uma casa ancorada no tempo da vida
para nao naufragar.

Era uma vez viagens e descobrimentos.
Era uma vez uma infancia dourada
e um quebra-cabeca possivel de armar.

Era uma vez - e ainda respira em mim
como um cavalo alado -
aquele mar." - Lya Luft (Para Nao Dizer Adeus)

Flying Away

I just wanna fly away.... and find my way
I just wanna fly away .... and never feel this way
I just wanna fly away.... and go away

Sometimes I want to be like that girl from Crouching Tiger and Hidden Dragon.... on the end just go and fly!!!!!!!!
FLY!!!!!!

Wait For Me - Rebecca St. James

Darling did you know that I, I dream about you,
Waiting for the look in your eyes when we meet for the first
time
And Darling did you know that I, I pray about you,
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me

Chorus:
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
(Darling wait, Darling Wait)

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing you will be forever.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
And Darling when I say, "till death do us part",
I'll mean it with all of my heart, now and always faithful to
you

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
Now I know you may have made mistakes,
But there's forgiveness and a second chance.
So wait for me, Darling wait for me, wait for me, wait for me

Repeat Chorus

Wait for me, Darling Wait
Because im waiting for you, Because im waiting for you
So wait for me, Darling wait
Wait for me

4 things in life we can't recover:

- the stone, after thrown away
- the word, after said
- the oportunity, after it has passed
and
- the time, after gone.

Something nice I read...

Da solidão

"A maior solidão é a do ser que não ama. A maior solidão é a do ser que se ausenta, que se defende, que se fecha, que se recusa a participar da vida humana. A maior solidão é a do homem encerrado em si mesmo, no absoluto de si mesmo, e que não dá a quem pede o que ele pode dar de amor, de amizade, de socorro. (...) Ele é o que se recusa às verdadeiras fontes de emoção, as que são o patrimônio de todos, e, encerrado em seu duro privilégio, semeia pedras do alto da sua fria e desolada torre."

by Vinícius de Moraes

Weekend Balad! ;)

Butterfly On A Wheel - Mission Uk

"Silver and gold and it's growing cold
Autumn leaves lay as thick as thieves
Shivers down your spine chill you to the bone
'Cos the mandolin wind is the melody that turns
your heart to stone
The heat of your breath carving shadow on the mist
Every angel has the wish that she's never been kissed
A broken dream haunting in your sleep
And hiding in your smile a secret you must keep,
love cuts you deep
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel

There's no scarlet in you, lay your veil down for me
As sure as god made wine, you can't wrap your arms around a
memory
Take warmth from me, cold autumn wind cut sharp as a knife
And in the dark for me, you're the candle flame that flickers to
life
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel

Wise man say all is fair in love and war
There's no right or wrong in the design of love
And I could only watch as the wind crushed your wings
Broken and torn, crushed like a flower under the snow
And like the flower in spring
Love will rise again to heal your wings
Love heals the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love will heal the wings of a butterfly on a wheel"

And a butterfly has crossed again our path while we were together!
Miss you

From this book I'm reading...

Quote from this book "Eu sei que vou sair dessa" by Iyanla Vanzant. I don't really know the name in english... since I'm reading it in portuguese... the quote is going to be in portuguese too!!! So sorry!!! the past post was in portuguese too... and this one... but you know... sometimes I have to.... ;)

"Querida filha, por quanto tempo voce vai depender de mim, voltar para mim no final de um dia sofrido sem conseguir me reconhecer nem me hornar? Por quanto tempo vai pedir que eu a ajude na sua caminhada, abra seus caminhos e a sustente, sem ter tempo para se lembrar de mim?
Uma mae sofre muito e tem muita paciencia. Mas ela quer que o sofrimento e a paciencia valham a pena.
Voce, minha filha, ainda nao percebeu a ligacao que tem comigo, a responsabilidade que tem em relacao a mim ou o compromisso que deve ter. Nao sou apenas um ideia passageira ou a imagem que alguns criaram contando historias a meu respeito. Eu sou a essencia do seu ser, eu vivo no cerne de seus ossos. Sou sua alma, seu coracao e seu ventre.
Sou o proposito da sua vida, e so atraves de mim sua vida vai ter sentido. Sou a Terra, sim! Mais importante que tudo, minha querida filha, sou a luz dos seus olhos, a inspiracao de seu coracao, a ligacao com o divino, a nobre presenca em voce. Venha comigo, minha filha, vamos percorrer juntas o caminha da luz , do amor e da cura de que o mundo precisa, mas do qual se afasta por nao honrar "a Mae". Venha, filha. Nao tema! Aguardo voce com um balsamo de cura. Uma cancao de alegria. Uma oracao forte. Pense, minha filha, como voce vai ser abencoada quando puder ouvir outra vez a voz de sua Mae."

I didn't put the accented latin on the words because I don't have them in my computer.... actually I have to go through the character palette and find them.... so sorry for being a little bit lazy to write the words like they are supposed to....

Minutos de Sabedoria

"Se voce nao sabe perdoar sem esquecer, e sinal de que nao compreendeu ainda a Verdade e o Caminho a seguir.
Procure perdoar e esquecer as magoas e ofensas, as intrigas e calunias.
Mantenha-se em tal atitude, que nenhuma calunia o possa atingir.
Perdoe e siga seu caminho.
Quando o caluniador abrir os olhos, voce estara tao distante dele, que nao podera mais ouvir sua voz cheia de veneno."

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Agora resta saber qual dos dois nos encaixamos...

Tropecei por um instante, mas agora sei como desviar para nao cair novamente.
Apenas precisamos pisar firme e olhar na direcao certa.
Que desse jeito poderemos ter firmeza o suficiente para voar.

Voar eh preciso, cair eh algo que podemos evitar.
Inevitavel deixar de passar por algumas coisas.... mas deixar se abalar eh inviavel.
A vida eh muito curta para deixar coisas pequenas se tornarem mais importantes do que VIVER!!!

Thank you for helping me see it. Thank you for walking by me. Thank you for believing in me.

Butterfly!!!

Sometimes in life we have to look within ourselves.... and see that whatever is wrong with our lives is because we didn't pay enough attention to the signs.... We didn't pay enough attention to what's going on with ourselves....
We tend to blame others for our mistakes.... and never really change and see that we are the ones to blame.

I did a lot of wrongs, and I will do a lot more.
But everytime I fail will be a time to learn.
Learning is one of the great things in human kind.
We learned how to walk when we were just crawling...
We learned how to speak when we were just making sounds...
We learned how to be mature when we were just going through fases...

One thing I have learned and I'm making it a effort in life is:
Control my emotional urges... cuz when we do that we stop being the stubborn child and become the real grown up.

Like I saw on "Finding Neverland" - It takes only a breath away for a child to become a man.
And this is so true. We don't need time to change.... We can change in no time. We just have look inside and realise that changes is what make us go through life. Or else what would it be of the summer if we have no winter? The Spring will still be Spring even if the flowers aren't the same... this is why we have day and night! So we can learn and change to find the better person in us! ;)

Poema para Sagitario!

Arco
Carlos Drumond de Andrade

Que quer o anjo? chamá-la.
Que quer a alma? perder-se.
Perder-se em rudes guianas
para jamais encontrar-se.

Que quer a voz? Encantá-lo
que quer o ouvido? embeber-se
de gritos blasfematórios
até quedar aturdido.

Que quer a nuvem? raptá-lo.
Que quer o corpo? solver-se,
Delir memória de vida
E quanto seja memória.


Que quer a paixão? detê-lo.
Que quer o peito? fechar-se
Contra os poderes do mundo
Para na treva fundir-se.


Que quer a canção? erguer-se
Em arco sobre os abismos.
Que quer o homem? salvar-se
Ao prêmio de uma canção.

Destiny!!!

Somehow I still can see it in your eyes that somewhere inside your heart, you still care...
Destiny made us see each other this past weekend...
And I could show you how everything could be between us...

I'm looking foward to be this girl, that you saw yesterday!!!
I'm fighting for a change, and I know I can be better.... the better person that I'm searching for...
The better person that I'm changing into...

I can be the kind of girl that could bring you peace...
I just needed to grow up... turn into a butterfly...
And now I am...

Rio de Janeiro

Closed for changes...

I spent my whole life believing... that some how.... things would come my way.... the way they should.
Never really realize that when they went away... a big part was because of me...
Now lock in to my cage, looking to find a better me...
I'm closed for changes...

To change myself into a butterfly.... and fly so high!!!!

Trying

Today I feel ashamed.
All I did this whole week was change... and because of couple of minutes... I saw myself walking back again...
Again... I have to look and tell myself.... Be sane, Be still, Be okay!!!
My changes in life are taking less time than my changes into becaming a butterfly!!!

I want to be a butterfly, to fly for couple of days.... and be free while at it.
I want to grow, to be what I can be.... and change into a better person.
I want you to see that I can change... and turn into the girl you did see in me.... but I always have run away from.

I know that everything has a time to come and to go.... and maybe come, or go again....
But I have to let it flow.... let it be.... let it go!!!!

To give peace, to find peace, to be peace.

I'll give time to time...

Something has changed....
Something has been broken....
Something new has come up....
Something old is gonna be....
but I don't care about the old anymore.

Because now I found something new to care about!!!!
And I wanted this to happen for so long.... and today I heard something that I did know that it was meant to be!!!!
Not then, but it is now!!!!

The bluest eyes I have ever seen before telling me everything is going to be all right!!!!

Sometimes we believe that nothing will ever change....
And all of the sudden.... something happen... a wrong word is said... and we make everything go bad...
Nothing is forever... not even feelings that you once believe it was true.
People go through changes.... and with that feelings change too...
It's sad to believe that you spend so much time trying to make everything okay...
trying to believe it will make it this time...
and people won't wait to see it through...
Sad that it has to end, but moving on to the next floor...